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arguments with family

about two weeks ago, i got into an argument with my dad and i don't know where it came from or what inspired him to say it, but he felt that it was okay to tell me that one of my mom's family members didn't like me

and i'm aware of 3 things — that i'm just overthinking everything, it's probably because we didn't really celebrate my birthday at all in a way i hoped and that measuring your worth to people through material objects is dumb but not 1 of them acknowledged my birthday at all, so it's been tougher than usual to ignore or dismiss his words this time