dying
i'm so sick of death and true crime content and people being killed or getting sick or dying too young or the fascination with all of this, both out of the lack of empathy for the victims and just on a personal level
i was listening to a podcast earlier about the murder of anastasia witbolsfeugen and then i had the idea of googling her and found this beautiful tribute website that's been active for two decades and got even more upset - its stasia.org, if you're curious
so, i shouldn't have gone on to reddit after that but i did and was reading this person sharing the story of how they found their dad deceased and i think i've found a new fear! but how do you even avoid that in life? everyone is going to die, i just wish i could create a distance between myself and it. i hope that doesn't sound cruel or selfish